Death?

Its funny how sometimes life gets to you and you start thinking bout how your death would be like and every single detail. I was just having a chat with Erng Mei just now we were dicussing this topic. When I was a kid , okay being honest here but stfu after you read this . I used to cry every night and thought to myself why does everyone has to do die? I keep thinking how'd be like if one day someone close to me would pass away and I cried to either my mom and my dad. Funny , yet somehow really really weird. I'll spare the kinda stuff that I used to ask my dad but somehow this reminds me about the beauty of a child's innocence.

Have you ever wondered if you were to die right this moment. How would people react? Who would cry? Who would laugh ? and who wouldn't at all be bothered. Yeah , I do sometimes ask myself this question . Me and erng was havin quite a funny chat about this just now. I wondered, what would who say in my ellergy ? Would be a funny moment that we had? Something that we've gone through . But, its things like this that sometimes makes you think. Hmmm ..

She and I dicussed about how we would want our funeral to be and feel free to check out her version of funeral in her blog lol. [Polka dotted bikinis? xD Thats one funeral I wanna be in lah Mei. hahah ] So anyways , I thought it'd be funny if I made everyone wear pink as a dress code. Nono, not just pink shirt, but pink coat,tie,shirt,slacks and shoes. Hahah , now wouldnt that be cute for a funeral. Yes we both did agree that if we died we'd die for a cause or reason. I wouldnt just wanna die and be left to oblivion . If I die its gotta be something that worthy of a cause.I know it sounds corny but thats what I thought.

She did ask me "What would your last words be before you die.." I'd hope it will be a "I love you.." I know once again this sounds corny but I do hope maybe one day on my deathbed I have someone thats worthy of my death, someone to be by my side and telling me "Dont worry, everything will be alright .." Whenever Im down. Kinda lame huh? Im hopeless haha.

But I thought to myself , If I ever were to die I'd like my funeral to be in the beach . Weird huh? I want my ashes to be thrown in the sea once the funeral is over. Can you imagine ? A bunch of dudes in pink on a beach for a funeral? Now , thats funky . All we need now is some booze.On a more serious note, treasure everyone thats around you. You'll never know when that particular person would be gone for good. Live you life everyday like its you last and have a blast while you're at it.One more question before I go, If I were to die today .. would you shed a tear..?

P.S : Dont you dare laugh , or I'll shove monkeys up your ass x3 .